Karena semua berawal dari cerita…

Saya kira rasa ini sudah datar

Ternyata melihat akun jejaring sosial kamu saja belum sanggup

Saya sudah berkata ingin bertemu

Maaf, tapi saya belum bisa

Takut jatuh lagi

Mudah-mudahan saat kita bertemu suatu hari nanti

Saya sudah ikhlas

Ikhlas melihat kamu dengan dia-siapapun dia

I like this song…:) .

White horse by Taylor Swift

Say you’re sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairy tale
I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain’t Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it’s too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
(My mistake, I didn’t wanna be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand)
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I’m not a princess, this ain’t a fairy tale
I’m not the one you’ll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain’t Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it’s too late for you and your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I’m so sorry

Cause I’m not your princess, this ain’t a fairytale
I’m gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

He YM me…;)) happy, happy…ih, kayak anak TK saya ya. Rasanya kaya ditegor selebritis. For sure I am your fan.

You just like me. I saw my self when we were talking. Feel that I am not alone in this world who did choosing the right job.

You believe that you didn’t like to be arranged. I feel the same…

Bahasa Bahasa Bahasa.

Kata Ibu ga boleh nyerah!:D

P.S : Happy birthday to my beloved mom…We haven’t give you any gift or birthday cake a.k.a cupcakes…Still waiting for  father to get home.

I really like “and we linger on” sentence which is part of “always be my baby” lyric that was popularized by Mariah Carey at first then by David Cook recently. Actually, I like the song also…love love.

Yesterday was my first day in conversation class of EF. There are 9 student at my class include me varied from college student, jobseeker like me, young executive, and also women who as old as my mother i guess…hehehehe. (Sotoy mode on). The name of my teacher is little bit difficult to be remembered. I bet his name is Roghri. He came from UK. I am wondering why he prefer to work in Indonesia then in UK…Maybe I’ll ask him later.

For first day, we played gambling game…Quiet good for our first meeting. Hope this class will make my english get better.

Tomorrow is my mom’s birthday. My little sister and me will buy cupcake for birthday cake today. We get bored with the real birthday cake…:D. Unfortunately, my older sister can’t be together with us tomorrow to give the cupcake because she is in a country that has -7 degree of celcius (Envy!).

Today’s wishing

Ya Allah,  please give me a right job soon…:)

helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo…

wingking…;;)

Nyam-nyam…chops-chops…

Guess what?I was YM-ing with him couple minutes ago…Hahahahaha. Happy happy…he is awesome! I was blushing…But I am not in love for sure. I am just his fan…:)

Hey, yesterday I went to another english course that was EF. And I got level 7 (not bad but actually a student of senior high who did placement test with me has the same level, poor me). Actually, level 7 is the minimum level that we should have if we want to go to TOEFL class (class that i want in TB*, but i couldn’t past the test). But, the schedule for that class is 4 days / week. And I think it is so much for me. So I decided to go to conversation class which is twice / week. Tomorrow will be my first day. Hehehehehe…

Today’s reading!

I read TEMPO january edition which is belong to my father and GOGIRL! january edition which is belong to my little sister. Those magazines have a different style (ya iya lahhh…). In TEMPO, of course there is news about bank century. Besides, there are also news about restructurization plan in an oil & gas company owned by government, Pertamina, successful enterpreneur, and others. Reading Tempo made me know about what happened in Indonesia since I never watch news in TV.

And in GOGIRL, there are so many things about teeneger style such as variety if knee boots (pengeeeen punya boot buat ke belanda suatu saat nanti-mimpi-). Many cute vintage bags in gogirls are selling in ITC Mangga Dua (informed in that articles). I have been living in Jakarta, but I never go to ITC mangga dua…(the second poor me).  Hope this month I could go there although just looking around…:)

enough for today’s writing.

still in hope to find the right job at the right time in the right place. amin..:)

Not in good mood.

Why couldn’t I pass that english test?

I didn’t think it was such a difficult test.

Grrrrrrrrr…

I have to learn harder.

Give me a chance please to have higher level.

Ok then…Let’s talk something yummy…

MY PAPORIT ACTIVITIES…This is my blog. So I have authorization to determine what topic will be I write about. Hihihihihi…I am sorry if you dont like it but i am excited to talk about this activities.

1. The most favorite activity of mine is SLEEPING

Ihiiiiiiy….I really really like sleeping. You have known, my best friends have known, my friends who have worked in a team with me (like PLO, PTI1, PTI2) also have known that I really like sleeping. If I face some trouble, I will get sleeping to make my mind cooling down. And when I wake up, I feel more clearly and fresh…Hahay…I also could sleep everywhere…

2. Travelling Jkt- Bdg or Bdg-Jkt with Cititrans in chair number 2 (paporit chair)

Sitting down in chair number 2 f Cititrans is really comfortable and enjoyable for me. I can relax because I could strech my leg forward. Besides,  I can listening to my mp3 lists and looking to the side of the road while dreaming about my future or remembering my past.  It’s really private moment for me…Like this.

3. Driving alone

Driving a car alone also my favorite activity. Because I could sing loudly without anyone interrupt the way I sang and give her/his comment about quality of my voice…Hihihihi. Love love.

I’m using Bahasa right now.

hehehehe. malaaaaaaaasss. eh eh, sepertinya susah ya nulis satu postingan tiap hari. Saya revisi aja ah, jadi minimal seminggu 3x. Hari ini ngeliat iklannya Baim kecil. Tapi lupa iklan apa yang dududida gituuu…Weh, like this deh.

Malaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasnya…

Oh iya, hari ini saya beli majalah Campus Asia. Isinya ada tentang 100 top universities in the world…Ciamikk lah. Tetep Harvard menang di segala kategori. Nanti-nanti saya ceritain kalo udah baca. Tadi baru liat-liat aja…

Saya saya lagi suka dengerin lagunya Adrian Martadinata yang soundtracknya salah satu perusahaan jaringan telekomunikasi…hihihihi…

Selera saya lagi dalam negri bener ya. Mungkin pengaruh kelamaan di rumah.

Doa hari ini.

Ya Allah, doa saya hari ini masih sama kaya kemarin. Semoga saya mendapat pekerjaan yang tepat di waktu yang tepat di tempat yang tepat.

The right job at the right time in the right place…:D

Good night.:)

I have promised to my self to write in this blog minimum one article for a day to make my english get better. And actually I want to write about (500) days of summer. But it is long enough and I’ve just written it  for a half in a draft. So I decided to write about my favorite foods…

Here we are…

1. Sweet cheese + chocolate martabak

I like sweet martabak so much. And since my sister have pregnant, she usually bring the sweet cheese + chocolate martabak…Wish that someday I could cook it…:D

2. Two fried instant noodles + scrambled egg + cheese

If i made fried instant noodle, I would like to make it two. Because for me, one is not enough…;;).

3. Tumis kangkung

I like kangkung for vegetable. Maybe because of this, I like to sleep more than others…:D

4. Strawberry juice

The most delicious juice for me…Slruuuup…

5. Chocolate Ultramilk

When I was a student, this milk always been my breakfast.

6. Lollipop

I like lollipop since I was in high school…:)

Most of them are instant foods because I couldn’t cook anyway. I hope someday I could make what i ate…

Friday, January 22th 2010 (still in hoping to get a right job on a right time)

Today, I read wulandari’s blog. She’s good in telling a story because there is also pictures to alive her story.  Nice blog lan…:) . Besides, I also read my father magazine, TEMPO special edition “PENGUSAHA PILIHAN 2009″.

There are 8 entrepreneurs who were choosen by TEMPO. I wish I could be one of them (hahahaha, ngarepp saya).  Some of them still in young age, about 25. And some of them are in a mature age. By the way, there is a woman entrepreneur…Kereeeeen.:D

I will tell you in short pharagraphs about two entrepreneurs who made me impressed so deeply…

First is young man who have “Simply Fresh” waralaba. Before i read this article, i was wondering what is “Simply Fresh”?. Because every i  through gate of Pasteur toll, Bandung, I always see “Simply Fresh” in the side. And now i know what it is stand for. Simply Fresh is a waralaba business in Laundry. It is owned by Agung Nugroho Susanto. He started his own business when he was in college. And he was law student of UGM. How smart he is…. Based on Tempo, at first time, his parents didn’t like his idea to be an entrepreneur, moreover it was laundry area. Why?Maybe because both of his brothers were a doctor and public prosecuter, and his father is a lawyer. (What a great family…). But he showed his serousness to his parents. He promised to his parents if he couldn’t get success within one year, he will be anything that his parents want. Then guess what??He got his success. And now, in 25 years old, besides he got married, he has two BMW cars in his own house. Wow, awesome! I believe that he must be a hardworking person so that his business became a success waralaba…and both of his parent must be proud of him…:)

The second is a women entrepreneur…Wow wow wow wow. Her name is Martini. Two thumbs up for her. Why why why?because she is a women (indeed!) and she didn’t finish her high school because her parents couldn’t pay anymore. She was married on 1989. After she got married, she moved a lot because of her husband work.  Then on 1997 when she and her husband move to Yogyakarta, she work in a shop that sold handicraft as a penjaga toko (I don’t know what is it in english). After she had worked for 1 year, the owner of the shop pushed her to make her own business. At that time, the shop got a financial trouble. Finally, she decided to make a business with IDR250.000 for starting capital. She made plaited mad,  bag, and pillow also. She put her handicraft to handicraft’s sellerand she also used internet also to sell her handicraft with help from her daughter…And guess what?she made it work. Her business get success. She also sell it overseas.  Wowwwwww. And in october 2009, she spoke up in english on an International workshop…She said that the receipt to get success is NEVER GIVE UP. yaiyaiy!

Whoever you are, whatever your educational background, if you want to success you could make it with workhard and never give up…:)