Karena semua berawal dari cerita…

Dear blog,

4 days later, officially i’ll be graduated. And, after Oct 24th, i’ll be officially jobless too.

Yes, i am. I am a jobseeker now.

Average GPA, average english skill (or maybe poor), average performance, average appearance…

I am average girl, average graduated student.

I hope i will be in a company soon that i feel comfortable…yes, i wish.

nice song…:D

Colbie Caillat – Falling For You

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Falling for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m falling for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m falling for you
I’m falling for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m falling for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m falling for you
I’m falling for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m falling for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found yu
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m falling for you
I’m falling for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m falling for you (x2)

I’m falling for you

“masih sering nulis?”

“udah ga pernah…”

“kenapa?”

“ga pengen nulis aja”

“pasti ada alasannya kan?”

“itu kan sebuah alasan”

“bukan, itu bukan alasan. Misalnya kalo orang laper ditanyain ‘kok ga makan?’, jawabannya ‘masih kenyang’, itu baru alasan”

“misalnya lo nanya ke gw, ‘masih sering main bola?’terus gw jawab ‘lagi pengen main bulu tangkis’.”

“oh, jadi alasannya itu”

“pura-pura baru ngerti lo”

“lah, emang gw baru ngerti”

“mana tulisan buat gw?”

“mana bisa gw bikin tulisan buat lo, ciut nyali gw kalo inget itu bakal buat lo”

“jahat lo sama gw. kalo orang lain minta aja dibikinin”

“sok tau lo. ga ada yang pernah minta dibikinin”

“tuh, lo sering nulis di blog”

“(panik, kok tau sih) itu kan buat gw sendiri, bukan buat orang lain”

“tapi kan dibaca orang lain”

“kan gw bilang ke lo  ‘kalo bisa’.”

“menurut gw ‘kalo bisa’ itu sebuah janji. janji adalah hutang. dan hutang setau gw harus dibayar”

“yaudah, kasih gw waktu sampe akhir tahun ini. kalo ga bisa juga, anggep lunas ya. lagian kan udah gw ganti sama mesej gw”

“gw minta makanan lo kasih es krim. jadi gw anggap es krim itu bonus. makanannya tetep gw minta. gw baik deh, ga gw kasih tenggat waktu. jadi terserah lo mau bayar kapan. mana ada orang baik kaya gw”

“iya oke (mengalah) ‘kalo bisa’.”

“iya, gw tungguin. gw ingetin deh”

terima kasih untuk sebuah percakapan dini hari yang begitu menyenangkan.:D

dedicated to : orang yang minta tulisan. ntar kalo bisa saya taro disini aja ya. baca sendiri disini. mungkin 3 atau 4 tahun lagi baru saya tulis…:p